Hitting bottom....

[N3ur0n0saurusl2exs0r!!!]

I drank a lot of alcohol at 9am then accompanied that with valium - then for some reason I thought I should go drive my Z. I don't drive it that often anymore and so after driving 200 feet I crashed into a street sign right in front of the guy who owned the house while he was watering his lawn. He said he wasn't going to call the cops and I told him I would cover the damages to the sign and told him I would give him $400 and then left to go to the bank. I don't remember even going to the bank but when I came back there were two police cars parked in front of his house interviewing him. I'm thinking his wife called the cops. I drove 200' away from his house and parked my Z and got out. Both cops got in their cars sirens/lights blazing and came after me. By the time the drove the 200' I was already out of my vehicle - this made them feel threated for some reason so the first cop drew and pointed his gun at me while his partner pulled out a tazer. They were both only about 15-20 feet away from me and were extremely aggitated. I was immensely calm I felt nothing. They told me to put my hands behind my back but I argued with them and then they said you are going to get tazed if you don't do what we ask. I didn't care - I wanted to get tazed just to see what it was like and in the state I was in I don't think I would have felt much. But the tazer wasn't was bothering me it was the gun the cop was pointing at me. Then the tazer cop said I was going to get tazed in three seconds and started coutning 3...2..1 and then I wussed out and put my hands behind my back and they cuffed me and then stuffed me in the police car and took me to the station. I don't know why they felt so threatened other than I was bigger than both of them which is something they pointed out later. I blew a 0.134 on the breathalizer.. They read me my rights and asked me a bunch of questions like what time it was and what was the date and where did I live - I got them all wrong sort of I had my street address correct but it was in the wrong city and the zip code was wrong as well...I was there for something like four hours and it only felt like 15 minutes...In the end the cops were actually very cool to me and didn't charge me with not having valid insurance for my Z car and there is no mention of the destroyed sign post which by the time the cops drove me back to my car had already been completely repaired by the city. After I got back to my friends house in Lake Stevens I have no recollection of anything for the rest of that day and the next day when I left to go home I heard an explosion from the engine compartment in my Z car when I was driving and the car immediately died. Also the alignment is totally fucked. I thiought I blew something in the engine because the night before I was scaring the shit out of my friends brother with the full show of the cars capabilities under the enhancement of nitrous oxide. I was trying to sell it to him but he didn't have the money. My ex brother-in-law backed out on buying my Z from me as well but now I don't know what the fuck is wrong with the car...My memory is still totally fucked up and my arraingment is in 5 days...I haven't worked out in a month and I only eat one time a day now because of the anti-depressents I am taking make me nausious. Even so I've only lost about 10lbs and am at a paultry 195lbs...oh well...I'll get it back once I can start hitting the gym fucking harder than ever...anyway...my condo is absolutely baren and it sucks here so I'm moving to Lake Stevens to live in a house for $400/month rent so I can afford all the legal fees and the $26,000 in other debt....I almost lost my job, I lost my girfriend whom I wanted to marry...it's been a shitty time...

[McNevin]

So did you get a DUI? That sucks. Got anymore vallium?

Lake Stevens eh? That's far. Maybe we can get a place come febuary.